Yeah, it's one of those posts, folks! *sigh* Sometimes you just want to slap yourself. I already have, because I was just caught by my parents for watching sexual material online that's supposed to be off-limits to me because of my Christian beliefs. It was completely wrong for me to be watching the stuff but I allowed my curiosity to get the better of me and I acted rather foolishly and irresponsibly. There is a lesson to be learned here for me: DON'T sin and be a hypocrite! Here I was actively and consciously engaging in watching the stuff and yet I have always voiced my opposition to such behaviour. I feel rather ashamed and foolish for my actions and I vow to take a different course, knowing all the while that I will need God's help in doing so. Repentance (a change of heart and mind) will be required as well as action (such as filtering the content out, etc). *sigh* I wouldn't blame my parents for chewing me up about this either; all of this was rather unnecessary for me to do. Here's hoping and praying things start looking up later on. Goodbye everyone!
P.S.: If you are already filtering out such content, make sure that you DO NOT change the settings. I will have to remember this later on.
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